It is so odd how there are so many things that just roll off me, and then something very small and meaningless hits me in a sharp way.
Does it matter? No.
Does it have any real bearing on my life? No.
Does it make me think it is part of a pattern of interactions I keep experiencing? Yes.
Why does it matter with this specific person? I don't know. That's what I have to look at. The circumstance, I guess. Words spoken. I actually believed it. And I wanted a friend.
People always change their minds. They say one thing, nothing happens (that I am aware of), and then their minds just change.
I'm done.
I hope you feel better getting that out of your mind. Peace.
ReplyDeleteJessica I feel your frustrations... for years I had a friend I could call daily, go out regularly... after 25 years it ended and I've never had a friend that close since. I miss it but I have to go without it... I feel a whole in heart ....
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear someone hurt you.
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