In the last dance parent association meeting, I was invited to paint at the senior dance concert.
I have been stressing about it, figuring out how to do it.
I have no idea how to approach this.
While I wanted to work in pastels, I thought gouache would be better.
Also, Daya had performances at Manhattan Youth Ballet from Thursday thru Sunday.
Friday Evening I went to the Senior Dance concert.
Originally they had chairs for me at the front, but I have a light on my box o I had to move to the very back, which was absolutely MUCH better.
I used gouache and did some backgrounds and everything looked really stupid.
It was a gear and space experiment, and also while I have painted at live music performances before (they stay till) and also I have painted moving dancers before, I have never painted a dance performance and it's basically impossible.
I think I looked really stupid in public but it's one of those things that I can't care what people think.
Basically I tried to do/plan one painting for each dance, 7 in all.
At the end of the show I had a bunch of looked-like-nothing-but failures-5x7 boards with some colors on them.
I *really* wanted to figure out how to make this successful and not a face-plonk embarrassment.
And Friday night I really felt stressed and also like artistic crap.
Because I had no idea how to handle this situation but I wanted to, very much.
And also I still had thoughts of pastels and pan pastels in my head.
I did not sleep well. Like at all.
The show was livestreamed Friday night And I kept it on my ipad to use as a bit of reference from the backgrounds I chose and started with at the live show.
On Saturday morning I organized all the panels and did a little touch-up with panpastels over the gouache on a few of them. I also reconfigured my gear and packed panpastels instead of gouache.
And i packed a little sketchbook to do some figure drawing to get a feel of the live dancers to try and get some of that movement into the studio paintings. And also because I didn't know what else to do.
I did have the luxury of the livestream to make decisions on the figure compositions. It absolutely had to be a hybrid approach. I could not do the figures live. I still had no idea how to handle this dumb stupid artistic hole I got myself into.
I should have taken pictures of all the crappy backgrounds but I did not.
Then Saturday afternoon I went to Manhattan Youth Ballet for Daya's performance, which was fantastic. Here she is! She would not let me take any more pics than these.
I was so tired and stressed and spacey after the show. I treated myself to sushi and walked through Central Park, which was lovely.
Ok, Saturday night, time to go back to LaGuardia for the Saturday night show.

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