Transformation

Synchronicity is really cool.

Today I had my last energy healing session with the person I have been working with, L, and it was intense.

We cleared everything from the last 20 years of living in my apartment.

It was a lot.

I have been so ready to release. I want to let go.

I am starting a new story, which is different than starting over.

I was speaking with L after our session and I realized- right then and there as we were speaking- I have made a shift, stepped over a line, where I no longer need to clear anything from my past.

It's time to pave the way forward for my future from my present.

Clearing new pathways.

I'm forward-clearing now.

It's not that I forgot things I cleared, it's just that they don't affect me emotionally anymore in the same way.

Like they aren't stored in my body anymore, they are just... lighter. I do feel the difference.

It's all ok.

I have such a sense of peace.

Making that shift consciously was amazing.

And it's not like I'll never have feelings or anxiety or triggers from anything anymore, I will, there's always stuff to clear, but my main focus now is forward, rather than healing from the past.

After I was done with my session the landlord called and I signed the new lease and got the keys.

When I was done signing all the things on all the pages in duplicate, the landlord gave me a blessing for only peace, happiness, and only good things for my life in my new apartment.

And- talk about synchronous timing.

My final healing session in this set was booked since November 2- before I knew any of this.

I'm done for a while, I need to move and settle and take a break.

I started moving tonight.

I surrender this old apartment on the 23rd.

Daya talked to me last night about how it holds a lot of painful heavy history.

It's all going to be literally physically vaporized.

As within, so without.

Happy 11/11!