Sometimes I'm really slow.
Too slow. I take too long.
Then, I start saying these things to myself and I answer myself, "Hey- but you have had this, this, and that to deal with."
And I say to myself, "You know, you're right. and it is a lot."
And I tell myself to be nice to me because of all the stuff I have had to deal with.
I have been very brave and sometimes a little unexpected fun is nice.
It's sad that my heart isn't there, I know where it is unfortunately but I do need a little more fun in my life.
So i'm ok with it.
Sometimes a little fun is what we need when we don't have what we really need and want.