I don't know.
It starts next Monday.
I really don't like having to shoulder 100% of everything.
People say, "Oh, but aren't you proud of yourself for doing such a great job?"
No. It's a brutal circumstance on so many levels.
It is not good.
I do what I have to do because there is no other choice.
Emotionally, physically, financially, logistically, everything.
It's scary and daunting to look at the parenting road ahead, and I have no one to share that with, or talk about it with.
If I need answers I have to find them on my own.
There is no assistance or support, relief, or comfort.
Most people doing this solo-parenting thing either have family, a significant other, or an ex involved.
I have never encountered anyone else on this solo-parenting road who has none of those.
It's not right but that doesn't matter, I have no choice.
It just really stinks and I'm so worn out.